SHEILA :D

31 May 2007;11:11 PM

i'm feeling damn sians now. letting my emotions run all over me.

i haven been studying..

- msia to eat yesterday night.
- slept at 3am.
- woke up at 12pm.
- went to sentosa.
- played volley.
- ate at pasir panjang.
- homed.
- online now.

what is it that has been missing from my life?
only you know it.

30 May 2007;6:55 PM

i've been oversleeping. once on monday. and it happened again today. wth. consultation was suppose to be at 11am. i woke up at 1040am. =x clap for me, please. haha! cheryl called me after 10mins when i didn't reply her. smart girl. rushed, showered and left house in a mess. wanted to cab, but there isn't any in sight. the bus came soon after. went to lot1, met wen. and again, the taxi queue was super long. took 985 instead. reached school at about 1120am. =x gosh! amazing. haha. den went for maths consultation. met girls gang there. asked all the way till 130pm. hardcore. i swear i really turned mugger while seating at the table. at least i managed to clear my doubts. =) yess. sakae sushi after that. teatime buffet haven started yet. went to popular to kill time. read storybooks. haha those that we use to in primary school. like the princess and the pea, pinocchio. whatever those are. cheryl got hooked onto an adolf hitler book while jq was reading something about palm reading. lol.

got into sakae and started feasting at 3pm. =D and amazingly, a cashier at sakae has better customer service than the manager there. like, what? what is the world turning into? horribly disgusted. the manager. omg! anyway, we ate and chatted. bitched, gossipped. everything under the sun. from school stuffs, to guys, to security guards, to siblings, to sarah! LOL insider's joke. anyway, we left at 545pm. almost 6. haha.

now home already. going to msia for seafood dinner with my family and my mum's friends or something. haha. if i die tonight, i'll die contented with so much food in my stomach. LOL.

weird.

29 May 2007;10:16 PM

slacker's club studying today. =) haha! kwaruru and ooyunyun came at around 12. function room wasn't ready for use yet, so we sat by the poolside. cooling and nice. but a pity, it drizzled and it rained. =.= we were under the umbrella, sheltered, and intially the rain wasn't that heavy. but it got heavier and we realised that the umbrella wasn't big enough to shelter us from the rain. so we had to stop work and run under shelter. haha requested for the function room to be opened slightly earlier and went in. we feast and we started doing work. pretty productive. den called the mugger's club people over cause they were at sm's house. jus a 20min or so busride away. we chatted, we ate, we slacked, we studied! =D and had fun together! studying isn't a very boring thing indeed, if you know how to make it fun. haha.

women in white! LOL. enjoying pool

kwaruru, the auntie =D

haha me! look at the food and drinks!

mugger's club united.

peeping tom! on the left. haha

went up to my place at 530pm. dear moomoo wanted to watch "kuai le yu, happy fish " haha. ooyunyun, as usual, went back to lala land. LOL. den moomoo pangseh-ed us halfway. and man, she can really bitch non-stop about the show. every single bit. quite entertaining hearing her comment. hahaha. anyway, we went for dinner behind my place after the show. crapped and talked. came back to my place. slackers club members slacked. muggers club mugged.

vain pot!

super retard.

vandalism!

the culprit! and oo yunyun!

their artworks. =.=

muggers club living up to her name

slakcers club can do so too! =D

after sm finished her work, we went to the playground to play! LOL. blind mice. super fun! especially when u are playing in ur own territory! east to catch. heh. =p played for about 30mins before they left.

going school tmr for maths consultation. maybe sakae teatime buffet after that. woohoo! =DD

28 May 2007;6:11 PM

life doesn't go according to plan. this is indeed so true. in life, we have to learn to deal with many different kinds of people. as we grow older, year by year, it gets tougher. it makes life really really tough. especially with the kind of society that we have these days. sighs.. you have to be wary of what you say. everywhere out there, everyone can be your friend, everyone can be your enemy. you may never know how people can just backstab you overnight. always expect the unexpected. my favourite phrase. my mum always tell me, blood is thicker than water. your friend may seem like a piece of treasure to you. ultimately, when you are really in need, when you meet with a problem, who are the ones who will stand by you through thick and thin? maybe no one will understand this until they experienced it themselves. no one out there in the world that you can trust. especially in the working society, the only person you can probably trust in your life is yourself. no one else.

as a leader. you must know how to cope and handle with various situations. think of the best for everyone and ensure that everyone is happy. it isn't possible to suit to everyone's liking, but i try my best to accomodate to everyone's suggestions and ideas. open to ideas and discussions. with more opinions, things might be easier. on the other hand, with more opinions, ideas might clash. nothing is so simple in this world. you will never get what you want easily. you will only deserve it when you work hard for it. you reap what you sow. yes.

so much random thoughts in me. life really gets complicated. i just wanna isolate myself and think about nothing now. i want to be in my own world. - do not disturb -

its time to say this. now, bugger off people.

learning how to handle situations carefully..

26 May 2007;11:21 PM

i got back my life. today =)

okay. was suppose to meet hr at 12pm. but i woke up at 1130am! haha. thank goodness! he was smart enough to change it to 1230pm when he did not receive my message. but i was still late. rah- sorry dude! haha. hopped on 190 and headed for town. the last time i stepped into town was like on 28th April. =x ages ago. felt weird. anyway, loads of people in town. traffic was slow too. all thanks to the great singapore sale. -_- and erm..we were kinda late for the show. POTC, at world's end. missed the front part. overall, it was alright. and chow yun fatt, came out for like not more den 30mins of the show, got killed, and never appeared again. LOL. found it damn funny la. duno why. i find that the previous 2 series were better. somehow, as the show gets extended, the quality drops. just like spiderman3. it wasn't really as fantastic as the previous 2 either. =x the show last for about 2.5hours. really long.

went off to heerens after that. he wanted to get a belated belated gift for his sis. couldn't find anything suitable. walked past num, and saw the brazilian prato ( duno how its spelt =x ) haha. but its so expensive. zz. and i jus realised i've been deprived of shopping. but now that the tournament's over and the hoildays are here... heh heh heh! =D decided to give central a try. i heard that it wasn't good. as in the shopping mall itself, though it was new. wanted to see an art shop that simin mentioned before. hah. took 190 down. it was quite pathetic. many shops not opened yet. pretty quiet. probably if more restuarants are up for business, it could be a good place for dining instead. =) hah. couldn't find anything nice either. took a bus back to town. went to plaza sing. got her a card there finally. that fickle minded guy who knows nothing. lol. walked down orchard. walked to orchard emerald, wanted to get something, but the shop's closed. some other time bah. walked all the way down to wheelock place. it was already 7plus. dinner time. -_- the long queues started showing. hah. dined at fish n co's. thank goodness we didnt had to wait long. cause my stomach was making noise, and i had slight gastric already =x geez. anyway, ate, chit chat and left. late already. made our way back. =) hah. reached home at 9plus.

i've had my fair share of play. now it's time for me to drown myself in the lecture notes and tutorials for the next 1 week. =)

25 May 2007;11:55 PM

super unproductive today. simply just so bored.

i ate
took an afternoon nap
did maths- complex no, vectors ; finished w loads of blanks -.o
online-ed
chatted
tv-ed
slacked

that's all. no life. -.o

24 May 2007;10:24 PM

just came back from jurong east. haha. how nice if angela and cheryl stays near me. ya, i wish man........ lol.

went out to meet angela adn cheryl at imm. we are 3 wandering souls. haha how slack can we get. we are sick of staying home. and it's only the 4th day of the holidays. ya, the -supposed-to-be-mugging-time holidays. rah. anyway, they were late. so i went to jalan jalan. get a missing puzzle piece replaced from the jigsaw puzzle world. i was tempted to purchase another new puzzle. a winnie the pooh one. but gah, time-consuming. and my mum will probably kill me instead. so i shall save that thought till after my A's. :) i swear i'll complete a nice 1000-piece puzzle. heh. went to popular to stock up on stationeries (how do u spell this, i can nvr get it right) the babes finally came million years later. haha no la. not so kua zhang. went to mos to look for them. ate and drank. medium milk tea and large fries. super full -_- dunno why. though before that i only ate a chawanmushi and handroll for the day. we sat and chatted for almost 2hours. the 3 of us crapped, lamed. short short fat fat. LOL. until we were freezing cold already. lol. 3 malnutrition skinny fellas -.o so we went to the toilet. HAHA. den we walked around. wanted to see how much imm has changed, but nothing much also. =x the aircon was too cold. so we left imm. wanted to walk to wen's hse and ask her to come down and play cards with us. and cheryl and angela wanted to use the toilet AGAIN. but she went out for dinner. haha so we walked to a coffeeshop nearby, relieved ourselves den went back to the park to slack and play cards. heh. it's such a nice and carefree lifestyle. =) wen joined us after her dinner. her 2 bros tagged along. and they suggested playing block catching. cheryl was elated man. =D LOL. but it was a little late and not really safe eh. so we went to the playground to play catching instead. well, we can't deny that as we grow older we get lousier. haha. no stamina compared to the young kids. tsk. the 4 of us almost died-ed after running a few rounds. and kept asking for breaks and rest time. elvin kept complaining. haha cause he wanted to continue. LOL. until we really gave up. haha. so we played a few rounds of cards before leaving for home. it was getting late anyway. =x cabbed home with angela. showered and here i am! meeting her on msn to play games. haha.

it just seems to fun. though it was only an hour or less of play-time. i really lost all thoughts of my studies while playing. like a little kid, with no worries and no troubles. they just disappeared in an instant. relieving childhood memories. =) i wished i'd never grow up! it's really really nice. long time since i last had such a feeling. college is terrible. studies is killing everyone. sighs. but nevertheless. today was a day well spent again. =D

;3:16 PM

omg. this is like so super duper weird la. -_- HAHA. nvm. i must learn how to act blur and not spoil everything. i'm going to be anti-social from now onwards. hahaha.

went to school for econs. 2 hours. mr khoo used 5 pieces of writing paper for a 25mark essay outline. like wth?! haha. and cheryl asked if we were able to finish writing so many things in 45mins. haha. throughout, we were multi-tasking real well. talking and copy non-stop. literally. we are good speakers man. non-formal ones.

after that, went to bpp's ichiban to eat. ate abit only. the chawanmushi is seriously nice. should go try :) after that, i being a loner, went to cwp myself. haha but i met angela and shiya. angela's going to repair her phone. they went to eat. so i went to nokia. suprisingly there's no queue la! chop chop. got a number. waited. collected my precious phone. :D and now i'm back home. heh.

probably hopping off to town later to meet angela and cheryl. haha. naughty cheryl doesn't want to go home early. and since i'm free.. just go walk walk lor. haha.

tata`

22 May 2007;11:54 AM

this is my 222th post. hah. random. let's see. what is my holidays filled with. rah-

21st May: econs lecture.
22nd May: physics tutorial.
23rd May: econs lecture. maths tutorial.
24th May: physics tutorial. econs tutorial.
25th May:
26th May: town! POTC3. heh =)
27th May:

28th May: chem tutorial. badminton.
29th May:
30th May:
31st May: vesak day -_-
1st June:
2nd June:
3rd June:

4th June:
5th June:
6th June: special date. heh. =)
7th June:
8th June: 70s 80s outing. (tentative)
9th June: BIG DAY! =D
10th June:

11th June: b'day celebrations with class babes. =)
12th June:
13th June: chemistry mock.
14th June: maths mock.
15th June: mug.
16th June: mug.
17th June: mug.

RAH- so many empty slots. sighs. book me please. HAHAHA. ask me out on a date =DD 4 weeks of holiday. leave me with some time to study, that's enough. i want my life still. hah. i wanna play from 6th - 11th june. LOL. :D

wasted my precious sleep for physics tutorial today. grrrr! wasted my time. went to class chit chat with my friends. hah. nobody's listening. omg. and there's another session on thurs. went for breakfast after physics with sm, jq, darrell and richard. ate porridge at the hong kong cafe in lotone. haha. now back home slacking my time away. maybe i should really learn from sm. i wonder where she gets her motivation to complete her assignments from. she's good, i must admit =) though abit life-less. lol. but no choice. i'm in a junior college. =x

life's abit weird without badminton now. rah- that's bad. i need it to keep me going =) no exercise = die. haha. ooo.. yes! sunday morning 8am. badminton! with zk. hahaha. yay! but i'll die from lack of sleep. =x oms. so random again.

i'm typing nonsense. hah. but nvm. i'm back to my usual self again! yeahhh. happy! =DD

21 May 2007;10:09 PM

back by popular demand. haha. (: kwa siru misses me. LOL.

nah. just kidding. the holidays are here. rah- life's bored. it's going to be a month of mugging and more mugging and serious mugging. damn. but why haven i regretted coming to a jc still? weird. =x spent my time sleeping today. skipped econs lect. haha super tired. woke up at 12. slacked awhile. went to causeway point to service hps. den came back, had lunch den napped till evening again. LOL. dun call me a pig. i know i am one. i can sacrifice anything for sleep. hahaha. :D give me my sleep and i'll be a happy girl.

duno if i shld go to school tmr. and on weds. n thurs. zz. just feeling so lazy. i know i don't have much time to waste. sighs.

please let everything return back to normal.

18 May 2007;11:01 PM

squashed tortoise -.-

us! ((:

fun-loving retards. hahaha.

seniors. old already.

v.captain.captain.

gals team.

us with coach :D

end of season. well done team! :D we all deserve a pat on the back. now back to the books. -_-

"when the stubborn meets the stubborn.i've lost all support."
-sheila

"when the sad meets the sad. all sad sad."
- angela

17 May 2007;9:37 PM

tmr's the last day of school. i ought to be happy. but no, i'm not. ): school sucks.

tmr's the last day of the nationals a'div for us too. game well-played. top 8, like finally. :D

when's my birthday? i've lost count. it's no longer important to me. it's just like any other typical day of the year. nerdd.

the holidays are shitt. =x rah-

what have i done today? completed chem spa. no more spas for the rest of the year. rejoice. had maths and chem tuts. chem lect. crapped through the lecture with mooo. and i started the speak hokkien disease with the girls. soon after, they started speaking hokkien after we stepped out of the lecture theatre. haha. damn weird cause all not smooth. econs tut. crapped with oo. hah. attempted to play 2-people bridge. got interrupted cause teacher came in halfway when we were supposed to be left to complete an drq on our own. wanted to head for home after that, but it rained cats and dogs. damn. so stayed in school to rot and carried out our favourite past-time. the rain got smaller, all left school. it was not that small either. walked out without an umbrella. drenched. probably three-quarters. let's hope i don't fall sick. don't get fever. or maybe i should. >.< it was drizzling so i went to cut my fringe after putting my things down at home. haha. at least it looks neater now. i'm a neat freak (: slept through the late afternoon. woke up , did some work, had dinner. here i am now.

life's mundane. school sucks. i'm off to bed. gd nights.

"there's only one person that can save you. and that person is probably dying too. i can see it even with my eyes closed."
-hanrui

16 May 2007;7:27 PM

my smiles cannot cover my troubled mind. ):

life is weird.

14 May 2007;9:50 PM

ultra dissapointed. totally. very. super disappointing. super duper upset. i don't understand why. why i don't see the effort. the effort in putting in their best just for this very last few matches.

i can have people going into court with a flu virus. despite being reminded a million times to take care of themselves. the result. not being able to move. losing the game totally.

i can have people giving up even before the game. say die even before they try. shuttles and strokes were SHIT. totally SHIT i can tell you.

i can have people not stroking or getting ready before their game. NOT AT ALL. even though it's obvious that the 1ST SINGLES is already in her 2nd set, matchpoint. they are still seated on the bench. if they like it so much, they can continue sitting there for the rest of the year.

i can have people going into the court with a muscle ache. staying in court for less than 10mins. only to tell me after the match that she did SBJ in the morning. resulting in the muscle aches.

despite me trying to get my ankle healed over the weekends. despite me trying to recover from my cramps and take panadols so that i can ensure that i'm in a tip-top condition before i enter the court. you girls just dashed my hopes totally. you lose confidence even before you step into the court. no fight. NO FIGHT at all.

disappointed. upset. i totally understand coach's feeling now. =(

13 May 2007;12:18 AM

more pictures. haha. somehow. the guys have this sleeping disease. and they like to cover their faces with a towel. LOL.

this lame guy in black. and his co-partner in red.

MR WALTER HEIN. :D - haha.

by yours truly

he thinks his head is as small as the racket bag. lol

some random pictures. mr walter hein claims that i did not put enough emphasis on the guys picture the previous time i blogged. HAHA. and so i'm giving him recognition now. haha. and he secretly reads my blog without tagging! -_-

went to tampines yesterday. for the guy's last match. against hwachong. lol. the score is predictable. i felt so handicapped. my ankle. zz. couldn't do anything but sit aroud. rah- the guys played some friendly after that. went to dine at kfc before heading home. slept through the journey. i was dead tired. and TGIF. :D

life's been mundane. spent the whole of today studying with wen at home. she came over, cause my ankle's suppose to rest and i'm not suppose to move around too much. how nice of her (: pretty productive today. actually caught up with most of my tutorials and lectures, except for maths. i still can't figure out, what the hell the lecturer is talking about. he sucks. seriously. =x haha.

studies aside. my ankle's on the road to recovery (: thank goodness! i hope it doesn't gets injured again on monday. we are up against vjc. i'm going to play my best. no mistakes. no nervous-ness. at least we put up a good fight, so when we lose, it's a game well-played. heh. badminton is my passion. my number one now. =)

-going down the wrong track.

-there's no turning back now.

10 May 2007;10:21 PM

THE VICTORIOUS MOMENTS :D

8th MAY 2007

PJC vs NJC [ 3-2 ]

yay! VICTORY!

he's the man (:

the decided. 3rd singles (: -konglong. (insider's joke)

my descendents. hah. of cos there's more.

without them, no team pjc (:

the guys.

10th MAY 2007
We lost to TJC. lol. but it's okay. (: TOP 8, here we come!!!!!!!!!!

besties's encouragement

coach debrief

the team of red (:

that's all for blogging today. pictures will speak louder den words. LOL.

i sprained my ankle. damn. it has to recover by monday no matter what. rah-
zzz.

08 May 2007;9:48 PM

i'm proud (:

proud of myself and my partner, huiqi (:
proud of my team (:
proud of my coach (:
proud of my J1s (:
proud of everyone present today (:

we've gotten into TOP 8! we won national junior college 3-2! (:

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm on cloud 9 now. i'm going to sleep grinning from ear to ear tonight! (:

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want to thank :)

thank my partner :)
thank my besties :)
thank my team :)
thank my coach :)
thank my J1s :)
thank my boys team :)

for the continuous support and encouragement! =D

-i'm speechless now. really. haha.

04 May 2007;10:22 PM

the power of love :D

wahahaha! my new shoes. *jumps*

life's been fine so far. just that i'll probably screw my upcoming tests. no choice. it clashes with my tournaments. its the a'div season. its also the season for tests. rah. =x of cos. badminton and only badminton now. =) nothing else beats that.

updates. won srjc 5-0. a boost as it's our first match. next up, njc. gonna fight all the way. but wait, i've gotta recover first. played with a flu and cough on thurs. =x gees. wasn't a very good feeling. thank goodness i didn't have to move much in court.

on a random note. my nose's healing well. heh. (:

and apart from badminton and my friends, i find that life's getting mundane. sighs. ):